no reflections

Everywhere but here...

I was taught never to beleive myths that are based on a prime number. How every cell in your body is replaced every 7 years. Maybe that's why now is just like 7 years ago? I've forgotten everything about then and how I felt. How I hated it then, so why do I have to go through it all again? I wish that one day I'll get feeling back in my hand... one day, but it's still numb... exactly like it was then. But at least there's not that seemingly endless flow of blood that made my heart race with fear. I was so scared. There was no reflection in that puddle. And then I fainted.